hate it

i’m not sure wat u r thinking… i’m also a friend to u… do u ever threat me like a real friend… or just use me when u ned… i’m not transparent… i’m also a human tat have feeling..  do u ever think tat y u dun have any real friends?  it’s your attitude tat make ppl dun like u .. do u think about it?? i think about it n wat i have done.. i din do any wrong or wat.. i just feel like u r just using me.. u just do wat u want n din even think about it… do u think i like it?? arghhhh

i never felt tis way b4… i also dun really how to hate a person but now i noe… no matter wat… i will just think of bad things will happen to u… tis is wat a person feel like when hate a person… 

 

i’m back

hehe… actually move house 2 month liao… last month should post something geh but i din cause 1 month din online liao so lazy to open liao… maybe just a short 1… wee~~ i register for my course liao, next year 3rd jan will start class liao,finally got something to do liao… after i come back to penang liao… things i do is fetch my bro to school(when school time) n he got food to eat, den i go work… after work sometime fetch my mum n bro den go home for about 7 months… for me the time just goes by like tat n now aledy dec… faster than i thought… maybe not a short 1… i’ll just write everything tat happen in tis 2 month but in a short story

n my sis come back liao too n for 4ever liao…  haha… better but just comee back for few week… she become SO DAMN LAZY… n something happen, so i din speak with her for 1 week… i should type in chinese so she wont understand for just incase she found tat i have a blog… i dun want tell the details here… if u want to noe more… den u can ask me when i go to kl…

wee~~ going to kl to find friends… so many friends to meet but not sure r they free a not… just cant wait till the last week of dec… den i can meet all of u… miss u all SOOOO MUCH~~~~ n noe wat happen to u all ady… hehe… i think tats all for now… thomas, sorry ah… so late only update… cause i have to find a time when my sis n parents not at home… =D u can ask me anything u want to noe more… bye for now

 

moving house

last month geh post i mention tat i going to move when september but change ady… change to october liao… n its comfirm.. have to move everything again… the house is just beside my uncle house… last time is his office but now they move ady… so he ask us to move in… 20 years no 1 stay in the house ady n it look dirty… have to repain the wall so can look nicer… n the worst thing r the toilet… its hard to describe it… just look old… but still have to move… haiz… after i move in will write another post… see u then =D

 

bad things

wee~~ time to write… tis will about the bad things tat happen to me when i just come back from holiday… bad day n luck… after come back from kl a week later, on friday(9sept) i got to an accident. its just a small accident, i din get injured… just the car get injured… hehe… i was following a lorry… make it short… the lorry break den i break too but still bang the lorry… ^_^ 

after the accident,sunday night i just realize i lost my purse tat have my ic n lisence n atm card… after i realize its gone, i try to think how it lost… but i just cant remember… its weird… how can it just dissapear like tis… the purse i give to my mom to keep for me n she also cant figure it out… how she lost it… she say she din saw it for whole day den only noe tat i lost it on saturday when we when to watch movie… haiz… the purse r nice to use n it the one tat yn give to me as a birthday present =( it hard to find back those kind of purse..

yn: sorry~~ i lost it ady

 

holiday =D

yea~~ raya is coming… it’s next week… cant wait to go holiday with my family n meet all my friends =D  sunday will go melaka n stay for 1 night… den 29 will go kl stay 1 night… 30 is the day to meet my friends… cant wait till tat day… den my dad say want to go genting on 31 den go back to penang ady… 4days 3night trip… hope the time wont go so fast… so i can hang out with my friends more n have fun with my family too…

after the holiday, another month has pass… it going to be september… just thought if i start my college ady… wat will it be… how will my life go… i have to wait till next year only will noe the answer ady… hehe.. now is time for me to work n earn some money… yea.. currently working for my uncle… just do things like file-ing… arrange all the document only…

next month going to move house again, after the chinese ghost month n raya… not sure how will it goes but will try to live a happy life =D will wait till the day, u come find me… hope u all will come n find me… no matter ned to wait for how long, will wait till tat day =) love u ^^

 

haiz…

haiz… i think my study have to delay ady… use epf loan also have to wait for 21days of working day, the school also cannot delay the fee… no choice ady… only can take january intake ady… have to wait till next year….so now have to find work liao.. 

just come back for queensbay to send my sis go bus station.. she come back for few days n today going back KL ady.. have a safe trip.. one month going to past again… time goes so fast when u r doing nothing… sienz

 

Everything

I just watch finish a show, it is a korean show name It’s okay, daddy’s daughter. It’s about a daughter tat rely on her father all the time. Her father would buy anything wat she want. Cause of some incident, her father was got arrest tat he kill a person. Her father got sick n have a brain surgery n could not work. She have to find part time job to have living expencess. While in tis period, she only noe tat how hard her father work to earn money for the family. Tis show mostly r about family. 

Just to let u all noe, now i’m not working. I just drive my bro go school n cook lunch for him everyday. After tat, i will water the plant n online, watch tv. Tats all i do after my mum start to work. When i come back at may, i did go find job but no1 call, just until yesterday some1 call.

Yesterday night is a raining day every1 should sleep well but i din, i start to think a lot stuff. Maybe is because of the show make me thought of it. Recently i got a part time job offer n wondering i want to do a not, i ask my parents too, they let me decide by myself. So i decide dun want to work cause my college going to start, but i just thinking about it. Did i make a good choice? Did i choose the right thing? I also dunno y i’m crying while thinking about tis n when i writing  tis too.

It’s not because my birthday is coming so i want to talk about. It’s a question from the 92truth about me. What did u do for your last birthday? When i read tis question, i cant remember anything. I actually forgot wat i had for last year birthday. Maybe it’s because i really had a bad memory. Suddenly, yesterday i thought about it for a time den i only remember. Last year is our SPM year n my birthday is near to tryer, so we din go out. I fell bad about it tat i cant remember.

Sorry for my bad article, hope u all will understand. I just fell awful. Tis is all wat i’m thinking about. I just express it all out at here. Enjoy =)  Zoe: here is the explaination for tat tweet. I’m okay ady after writting it all out. Thanks for your caring ^_^

 

Good new

my face can move ady but only a bit… but still cannot blink my eye… my face can move when i make it move… still cannot naturally move yet but bettr den nothing… hehe… just want to tel u guys… =P  n good luck to zoe, jason n thomas tat school going to start… n kuan… wat r u doing for now? when your study start? 

one more thing… i maybe will go KL when my bro school holiday… still not comfirm geh… if comfirm will tel u all =)

 

my dearest friends

i just read zoe’s, jason’s n thomas’s blog… i’m still not use to wirte blog so it wont be very long geh… zoe i still remember tat, i really happy on farewell, i understand wat u want to say so no worry. when i read your blog the tears start coming ady… thanks to u i only will met others new friends… like yn n lk… we will keep thinking back tat how we meet each other when form1… n talking about guys too… haha… when u want to find a friend to talk, u can find me too, ok?

den continue to jason’s blog, the tears keep coming out too… i dunmind its chinese or english but i prefer read english more… hehe… actually i dun remember how i first meet u, so sorry.. my memory r not tat good. i also forget some of my childhood moment XP i just remember tat my sis keep mention got 1 boy is jeremy’s brother but i dunno its u… she just keep asking me whether i noe u a not but still dunno until i meet zoe in scout… me n zoe become friend n only noe u… hehe… its something like tat… n ‘cool gang’, i also forget about tat too… did i ask? i not sure… i just join in because yn, lk, zoe n me were close friends together… n it remind me of when 4 of us when for recess together… hehe… so fast 5 years past ady, maybe u thought tat u din anything much for me n as a good friend to me but its enough ady… u r a good friend to me… not just u… all my others friends too… i thought tat maybe like wat u say… my mind r more innocent then others =D so dun be sorry about it… n about socialised… its right, i will try to be more confident n take care of myself n br more cautious… i wont forget wat u have told me on the phone… i will remember it… will find u too if have any problem n u also can call me =)

its okay tat u cant make it for the breakfast or to 1u… i noe u all r busy… like wat thomas say… we have our own pathway to go ady… thomas where u find the pic? i also dun have tat pic geh… hehe… thomas u also have to chase for your dream… try your best in everything… n sorry for tat night dinner when farewell cause u have to spend so much money ^_^ n to others… really thanks for all the wish n most important is the time tat we r together playing around, talk about jokes n fooling around too… all the greats memory… n kuan dun feel so lonely without me leh… no shoulder give u bang liao… hehe… u always teman me go here n there n walk around the school althought u have nothing to do with it…

to all my friends… we will always be ever lasting friends forver tat never fade (^_^) have to sleep lor… nite every1

 

college or form6

i choose college!! hehe… form6 dun have the course tat i want to take so decide to choose college n its only 2 n a half year only… if go form6 is 2 years den go university is 4 years… total 6 years liao… 

about my sick… no ned to worry any more… dc say will get better geh… is just “fa yan”… but ned time to heel only… so my friends… no ned to worry =D